chris,
The little FBO that I fly into in Florida has a Twinkie that they are using for Multi and ATP training. I'm hoping to have the opportunity to knock out my commercial and multi rating there if I can swing it somehow... (Just one more thing eh?...)
Hey chris, why beat yourself up? Take it 1 step at a time, go get the commercial, multi at the fbo, fly the twinco, and then decide.
If flying is a business, then it is a no brainer? Dependable, stable, reliable, redundancy, fast, economical twin,,,i could go on.
try it, u might like it.
steve